Where have all the insects gone?

Where have all the insects gone?

I am 55 years old…I know, I don’t look it! When I was a kid, we used to go on family holidays to France and drive from Calais in the north all the way to the south, and in the days before motorways, it would take a few days. 

One of the things that I remember about those long summer trips was my father having to stop the car every so often to get out and thoroughly clean all the dead insects off the windscreen as the screenwash and wipers could only do so much. Then as an adult, we repeated the same trips to France on holidays with our kids and perhaps 20 years ago, I had to do the very same thing, stop to clean the windscreen of all the squished bugs. I didn’t think anything of it.

I was never a huge fan of insects as a kid and there were a lot of them, particularly in the summertime.

The other thing I remember as a kid was House Martins that used to nest in the eaves of our house above our bedroom window. I was amazed that they came every year, although it seemed normal, and I was equally amazed by their incredible ariel acrobatics as they flew and ate insects on the wing. There were a huge number of birds of all varieties.

Suddenly, I started to notice no insects on the windscreen, fewer moths when you had the windows open in the summer, no more House Martins, fewer birds in general, and fewer insects in general.

As the human race has gone to GM crops, more pesticides and industrial-scale agriculture to keep up with our over-consumption of food so have insects declined.

In the UK insects have declined by 60% and I am sure this is a similar thing occurring across the planet. 

Now you could say great, cleaner windscreens, less annoying insects, and better crop yields.

There has been a great deal of very important coverage of the plight of our fluffy bumble bees, and rightly so, however, without insects the whole ecosystem is doomed.

We are not separate from nature, as we have been conditioned to believe, and as humans, we are trying and are going to fail miserably in our mistaken thoughts that we are separate and can control nature. We are nature, we are a part of it, the same as insects and all other living things. 

We have to start to return to the indigenous roots that were completely in tandem and part of nature. Most of the remaining valuable ecosystems are under the custodianship of indigenous peoples, who work in partnership with nature and take only from the surplus of what nature provides and work with nature to put back in so there is always abundance. They respect nature as they see themselves at one with it and therefore only taking the overage means there is always something there for next year and so on.

The rest of the world, seeing themselves as separate and more important than nature, are stripping the planet of everything to feed their financial gain and internal lack. The sense of lack within ourselves is the primary cause of the addictive overconsumption of everything. However, the consumption does not soothe the lack it only feeds it.

If we want to see a change, more insects, more birds, more wildlife, and a better environment then we have to stop seeing ourselves as separate from nature and realise that we are all part of the one life that is the universe and all that is in it. We also have to be the first to change and realise that we can all make our difference.

Safety is killing us

The human race has evolved over hundreds of thousands of years and it is only in the last 20-30 years, in fact, maybe the last 10 years that we have been obsessed with removing all risks and seeking a guarantee for every single thing in life. We want no risk, yet we are the most depressed, disconnected, egotistical, addicted and unconscious humans to ever walk this earth.

How did the human race survive without all these obsessive regulations, sanitisation of all things and fear of everything including our own shadow?

The thing is safety removes innovation, removes taking the plunge into the unknown, it teaches fear, it encourages avoidance, it harms connection. Safety is fear that paralyses and risk is a fear of the unknown that once conquered enables the magic of life. Without any risk the purpose of life is negated, there is no experimenting with what might work, there is no innovation, there is no excitement, no thrill and no advancement of the human race. Fear used in an innovative, creative and risk-taking way is the source of all experience and adventure in life, if used like this it is our guide to the beauty of the unknown. That’s the very reason to leap out of bed each day and truly be brave enough to show up and be the leading role in our own film. Safety stops us having the difficult conversations and saying what we truly feel from our soul…it’s safer to say nothing.

Difficult conversations take vulnerability and bravery to step into the unknown and that is killed by this constant fear of stepping into the ring and showing up as it is deemed risky. Avoiding life in order to be under the illusion that we are prolonging life is crazy. Hiding from life to live longer. All fear boils down to fear of death and this falsehood that is peddled to us that safety is good is creating even more fears. Fear is a money maker when it is a psychological fear of the unknown that is the future. But safety does not allow us to overcome fear it simply puts up a ‘shield’ that we believe we are safe behind. However, it creates inner suffering of not being free and denying ourselves the adventure of life. We end up creating even more fear. It becomes a vicious circle. Taking a risk releases fear and suffering.

If we are to continue to evolve as a human race and advance and overcome the challenges that we face we have to go to the edge of the circle, to the wilderness, we have to cross the divide of different opinions and step into the other bubble. We can not stay in the safe centre hoping that we will stay safe and it will all go away like an ostrich burying its head in the sand.

If we want inclusivity and diversity, if we want equality, if we want a better environment, if we want less poverty, more opportunity for all, no wars, more freedom, better healthcare, better education, and no judgment or racism, then we have to be brave enough to listen to others, to empathise, to step out of our comfort and safety zones, we have to be vulnerable. And that is a big fucking risk and one that we can only take if we stop seeking safety in everything in life. We have to stop kidding ourselves that safety is safe and that risky is unsafe. It is the other way round.

Take the risk because safety is killing us.