
I feel like the last few years that I have been in the wilderness.
I stopped running my own businesses about 4 years ago, I took some time out, then my Mum passed away and COVID hit and then the last 3 years or so I have been inside a bubble.
After a working career of 15 years of running and building businesses for others, sitting on corporate boards and travelling all over the world, then running my own businesses for nearly 20 years after that…I NEEDED A FUCKING BREAK!
It’s interesting, we think when we have all the time in the world, that we will do everything that we kid ourselves we don’t have time for now…laugh out loud, we don’t.
The biggest challenge when you go from the crazy, stupid, busy insanity and stressed to nothing is that you have all the time in the world to think.
Thinking is the root of all of our woes. The more we think, the more we suffer. The psychological fear of the uncertain future is the killer. The ‘what if’ and ‘what now?’ conversations drain you.
About 5 months ago, I saw a job advert and just went for it and got a job!!! A job, something I’d not had since my mid-30s. The great news is, it is a job where I do not have to commute, it’s a mile from home, it’s working in a dairy at a fab bio-dynamic farm where we already get all our food from, I do not have to make decisions, I do not have to sit in meetings, I do not have to worry about anything other than helping to make delicious yoghurts and other stuff. I am part of a community and it feels meaningful.
And guess what? I stopped FUCKING THINKING all day long.
I am back from my wilderness and I feel like I am ready to take on the world…of course, one step at a time.
