All my life I’ve been waiting to walk in the woods

Every day now I take the dog for a walk in the woods. Often, even in the middle of the day, that’s a workday, Philip!

In my head, before, I’ve thought that I needed permission to do certain things, as it was like being naughty at school, skiving off. I should be working.

The 9-5 mentality etched in my head, even though I’ve run my own business for 14 years, I still have the conditioning of the voice in my head saying ‘you should be working’.

Now I’ve given myself permission to just do what I want. It still feels uneasy and it’s a work in progress. But the more I have given myself permission over the last few years the more in control I have felt and the more freedom I have enjoyed.

I can walk in the woods anytime I want.

blog fears

The blank page.

The empty head.

The fear of starting.

The scariness of words.

Who will read it?

Who will like it?

Who will criticise it?

Who cares what you have to say?

Just type, it’s an unknown thing life and what we do, has no guarantees.

The magic is the uncertainty and caring about the process and not giving a care about the outcome.

Blog fears are scary when we focus on the published outcome, not the process of creating it.