No matter how awake we think we are, how enlightened, how conscious…we all are human, we all get controlled by our mind, our ego, we become the reaction, we become the emotion.
It’s OK, it’s a lifetime of conditioning that we are trying to unravel.
However, when it impacts on others and we are aware of it, then a sorry, a hug and an explanation of our behaviour always helps.
Enlightenment and spiritualism are not about being superior, that is yet another ego and story, it is about being aware and taking things lightly, accepting what is and that includes accepting ourselves and what we are and that we will behave in ways that contradict that.
When we give that space and allow it to be, it resolves itself and goes away. When we resist anything, it only expands and deepens…it won’t go away all the time we resist.
Patience allows growth.